“I never told you, mother, that if i can ride my horse, and get there, then I’m absolutely sure. Oh, absolutely! Mother, did I ever tell you? I am lucky.”
“No, you never did.”
I’m going to almost cry in this part that Paul told her mother when Paul was dying. Paul is a boy who has special talent. Paul need his mother's love, but he didn’t get it until he died. And he used his talent to get attention from his mother. But, unfortunately, in spite of his effort to be lucky person to get interest from his mother, his mother thought his talent made their family’s image down and told him stop doing. And his mother said to his son very unkindly when he asked her did he ever tell her he is lucky, she answered that he did not tell her before he is lucky even it was last conversation between Paul and her . That means she did not recognize his mind that natural mind of children that want to receive love of their parent until he died.
This conversation includes two important meaning. One is that it presents why Paul did the gambling, another thing is that it presents how terrible his mother is. Paul gamvled to get attention from his mother, but he failed and died. And his mother who always try to keep her image up, did not know his son's mind ever.

